Day 93: They Can't All Be Winners

September 1. This marks the three month anniversary of my blog! Every day for 92 days I have written about my experiences, goals, emotional states, fuck ups, and whatever else I could think of. On some levels I cannot imagine coming up with nine more months worth of material, but something tells me that I will find no shortage of material. I appreciate every one of you who has taken the time to read my blog, whether you read it every day, once a week or just once in a while. I know I don’t always edit and sometimes I write it when I am so drunk I don’t remember it the next day, but what can I say, they can’t all be winners.

The goal for me was always to simply be honest and to hopefully discover a few truths about myself along the way. I am learning and evolving, though not as dramatically or rapidly as I’d hoped. Life is a process and it’s one you cannot hurry or cheat. So I am looking forward to the next nine months and in growing as both a writer and a woman. I still have a lot of secrets and there are days when I have to fight not to write about them and other days when I think maybe I hit “publish” too soon.

One thing I know for sure, I am going to keep revealing, criticizing, questioning and confessing. As my style develops and my topics become more interesting I hope you will stick around with me. I always appreciate hearing from all of you who read or have read me, and I do take your comments to heart even if I don’t respond.

Thanks again for embarking on this journey with me and for not judging. I am the first to tell you I am flawed and judgmental. I like to be right, but am often wrong. If you don’t like one of my blogs or agree with my topic, give it a day, you might change your tune with the next one.

Cheers.